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Every mistress will tell you that she is seeking the "ideal"
or "perfect" slave. But it is only when she defines
her idea of what is perfect that the slave can determine whether
he has found the perfect mistress. I have finally found the words
to describe what I am seeking, and it is simply this: I seek a
personal slave to satisfy my every physical need with absolute
obedience, dedication and passion and I will train him
to my most exacting standards and requirements.
I seek a slave who will be absolutely bound to
me in his every thought, wish and desire, 24 hours a day, 7 days
a week. I will control him in everything he does and everything
he thinks. I will subject him to cruel sexual deprivation, strict
corporal punishment, humiliations and indignities beyond belief.
He will be kept naked and collared at all times; he will live
on the floor, being allowed access to furniture only with my express
permission; he will speak only when spoken to or if speech is
necessary to carry out a command; he will be kept in a cell or
cage when not in use. I will inflict upon him everything that
a woman's mind can devise. He will be
trained to bring pleasure to men as a woman would. He will be
loaned to other women and to men to serve
them with the same obedience he gives to me. The word "no"
will simply not be part of his vocabulary.
So much for the ideal. And now for the reality.
For slaves unwilling or unable to accept such
a life, I will still accept sessions, preferably those with role
play of what I have just described, but also for any other fetish
or fantasy the "customer" may desire. Of course, there
will be no sex or female nudity, but the degree of commitment,
will remain firmly in the customer's control. He will be safe
and will choose for himself how often he schedules a session and
for how long. Novices will be accepted; limits will be respected;
sessions will be exquisitely pleasurable; role play will be exciting
and creative.
For those who find my description of the ideal
slave attractive, the process will begin in much the same way.
He will start as a customer, calling for appointments like any
other for the first three months of our relationship. But throughout
this period, the emphasis will be on slave role play, and I will
be watching every aspect of his conduct to judge whether he has
the potential for long-term slavery, as he no doubt will be watching
me.
At the end of the three months, he will be able
to apply for training as a personal body slave. The training will
take six months, during which there will be no sexual contact
between us. But during this period, the necessary blood work to
determine his freedom from sexually transmitted diseases will
be performed. For the final blood test to be dependable, he will
be prohibited from any sexual activity with any person during
the six months. If necessary, he will wear a locking chastity
device when he is not in my presence, and his only releases will
be the self-administered ones he will be allowed in his sessions.
Training will be rigorous, for the part he seeks
to play in my life is an intimate and vital one. But should the
training prove too severe, he will be free to withdraw at any
time in the process and return to the customer status with which
he began. Any device for ensuring his chastity will, of course,
be removed.
If he chooses to continue at the end of the sixth
months, he will no longer be a customer, but a true slave. He
will take verbal vows of servitude to me before a group of witnesses
from among my friends and acquaintances. Over the next six months,
every aspect of my fantasy of the ideal slave will be put into
practice. His limits will be respected, but they will gradually
be expanded until he is as close to my ideal as it lies within
him to be. His faithfulness will be maintained by continued use
of the chastity device when not in my presence, but his manner
of release when he is with me will be expanded to more and more
intimate functions. Should the reality of his progressively more
complete slavery be too much for him, he will still be able to
withdraw at any time. But now if he does so, he will never again
be able to see me or contact me.
At the end of the six months, he will have spent
a year of training and "on-the-job" training, in addition
to his three months as a customer time enough to know whether
he wishes to remain a slave permanently and irrevocably. At this
time, should he choose to continue, he will sign the notarized
and witnessed slave contracts that will bind him to me legally,
as far as the law permits, on a permanent basis. And from that
time forward, nothing more will be heard of him. He will be my
property, pure and simple, to do with as I like. And I will like
many things, indeed.
Does this excite you? Are you frightened? Well
may you be both. But the ecstasy that awaits the right person
comes rarely in this life. And for that right person, it will
be infinitely worth the commitment.
Whether you seek unforgettable sessions or a permanent
commitment, you should now refer to the other sections of this
website to learn more about regular sessions and how to contact
me.
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